Main Man
I am a 41 year old husband, dad, English teacher, and PWN. I was diagnosed in August of 2007, and I work daily to learn at little more about myself and my condition. While the journey is long, I truly hope to enjoy the road - bumps, potholes, ruts, and all.
By Main Man on 31 July 2010
So, this post (though long overdue) will be short, but I am excited to post it. Clearly, I have taken a ridiculously long break from blogging. The school year, and then my summer, completely overwhelmed me. Fortunately, I feeel like things are beginning to come back into focus. As far as my work situation, I [...]
Posted in Blessings, Blogging, Education, Gratitude, Narcolepsy, Scheduling, Support, Technology | Tagged Gratitude, Narcolepsy, Technology
By Main Man on 28 March 2010
The cold/sinus infection that has been lingering for weeks seems to be winning this weekend. I am sure that the stress and tension of the past month has only added to the poor job that my immune system is doing in fighting it off. I would love to say that my week got better since [...]
Posted in Anger, Confusion, Depression, Emotions, Exhaustion, Family, Fear, Friends, Frustration, Honesty, Illness, Loss, Men's Group, Narcolepsy, Relationships, Sinuses
By Main Man on 20 March 2010
My last two weeks nearly rival the despair, anxiety, and confusion of the final years of my medical odyssey to find a diagnosis. Nothing will likely top the desperation that I felt when I knew something was wrong, but no doctor could find a cause. Yet, the previous fortnight has tried like heck to compete. [...]
Posted in Anger, Confusion, Depression, Education, Emotions, Fear, Friends, Frustration, Heroes, Honesty, Loss, Narcolepsy, Rage, Relationships
By Main Man on 24 February 2010
Often, I find myself commenting on the bizarre nature of time. Much of the past year and a half has perplexed me because time seems to fly by as it lasts forever, a truly insane paradox. While I know that my daily emphasis on living in the moment is a primary reason for this strange [...]
Posted in Balance, Blessings, Confusion, Education, Emotions, Exhaustion, Gratitude, Honesty, Hope, Narcolepsy, Scheduling
By Main Man on 14 February 2010
Life with narcolepsy seems to get weirder and weirder at times. My wife and daughter are gone for the weekend. Often, having our house to myself has meant that I watch movies and lay around the house, especially when I have been pushing myself. Even though I have been driving myself at work, today was [...]
Posted in Blessings, Chores, Cleaning, Depression, Exhaustion, Family, Gratitude, Hope, Insights, Love, Marriage, Narcolepsy, Parenting
By Main Man on 12 February 2010
My week has been bizarre. My energy seemed to wane throughout the week with each morning becoming more difficult. Yet, in the midst of that exhaustion, I managed to do some cleaning, to help out my team members by correcting our students’ quizzes and homework, and to get somethings done for a church group and [...]
Posted in Balance, Blessings, Depression, Education, Emotions, Exhaustion, Friends, Frustration, Gratitude, Hope, Humility, Illness, Narcolepsy
By Main Man on 8 February 2010
I fully realize that the eastern seaboard of the United States has received more snow than the Midwest (at least this year), but I must declare that winter in Minnesota is awful. We are in the midst of yet another snow storm, and my driveway is full of snow. Unfortunately, our snow blower is on [...]
Posted in Balance, Depression, Driving, Eastern Ideas, Exhaustion, Frustration, Loss, Narcolepsy, Travel
By Main Man on 1 February 2010
Many of my colleagues at school subscribe to the following axiom, “Never make major life decisions in February.” The logic is fairly simple. As an educator (particularly in Minnesota), no month of the school year is more difficult than February. Cabin fever is settling in completely – both for adults and students – as your [...]
Posted in Anger, Depression, Education, Emotions, Empathy, Exhaustion, Family, Frustration, Healthcare, Humility, Insights, Narcolepsy, Parenting
By Main Man on 12 January 2010
Sadly, I am writing well past my bed time, yet again. That said, I am handling things decently. Over the last few years, I have struggled mightily when I have gone back to work after longer breaks. Regularly, my expectations are far too high. Needless to say, I worried that returning to school after not [...]
Posted in Balance, Emotions, Exercise, Faith, Family, Frustration, Gratitude, Healing, Honesty, Hope, Medication Holiday, Narcolepsy, Wisdom
By Main Man on 7 January 2010
Yesterday, I had my last appointment with my current psychiatrist. He is retiring. Although I only see him for 20 minutes every 6 months, I will miss those appointments. My therapist has been a far better help as I continue to learn how to live with narcolepsy, but my psychiatrist definitely made an impact on [...]
Posted in Dreams, Frustration, Gratitude, Honesty, Medical Research, Narcolepsy, Travel