By Main Man on 24 February 2010
Often, I find myself commenting on the bizarre nature of time. Much of the past year and a half has perplexed me because time seems to fly by as it lasts forever, a truly insane paradox. While I know that my daily emphasis on living in the moment is a primary reason for this strange [...]
Posted in Balance, Blessings, Confusion, Education, Emotions, Exhaustion, Gratitude, Honesty, Hope, Narcolepsy, Scheduling
By Main Man on 14 February 2010
Life with narcolepsy seems to get weirder and weirder at times. My wife and daughter are gone for the weekend. Often, having our house to myself has meant that I watch movies and lay around the house, especially when I have been pushing myself. Even though I have been driving myself at work, today was [...]
Posted in Blessings, Chores, Cleaning, Depression, Exhaustion, Family, Gratitude, Hope, Insights, Love, Marriage, Narcolepsy, Parenting
By Main Man on 12 February 2010
My week has been bizarre. My energy seemed to wane throughout the week with each morning becoming more difficult. Yet, in the midst of that exhaustion, I managed to do some cleaning, to help out my team members by correcting our students’ quizzes and homework, and to get somethings done for a church group and [...]
Posted in Balance, Blessings, Depression, Education, Emotions, Exhaustion, Friends, Frustration, Gratitude, Hope, Humility, Illness, Narcolepsy
By Main Man on 12 January 2010
Sadly, I am writing well past my bed time, yet again. That said, I am handling things decently. Over the last few years, I have struggled mightily when I have gone back to work after longer breaks. Regularly, my expectations are far too high. Needless to say, I worried that returning to school after not [...]
Posted in Balance, Emotions, Exercise, Faith, Family, Frustration, Gratitude, Healing, Honesty, Hope, Medication Holiday, Narcolepsy, Wisdom
By Main Man on 7 January 2010
Yesterday, I had my last appointment with my current psychiatrist. He is retiring. Although I only see him for 20 minutes every 6 months, I will miss those appointments. My therapist has been a far better help as I continue to learn how to live with narcolepsy, but my psychiatrist definitely made an impact on [...]
Posted in Dreams, Frustration, Gratitude, Honesty, Medical Research, Narcolepsy, Travel
By Main Man on 4 January 2010
It is late, and I need to sleep, but I needed to report that my med holiday seems to have helped some. I took my amphetamine today for the first time since the morning of December 30. While I did not feel a significant improvement in its effectiveness, I do think that I was more [...]
Posted in Blessings, Chores, Excitement, Exhaustion, Family, Gratitude, Healing, Hope, Medication, Medication Holiday, Narcolepsy, Scheduling, Wisdom
By Main Man on 5 December 2009
The one post I started in November went unfinished until December 5th. Nothing could sum up the past few weeks better than that reality. Daily life has been a constant series of overwhelming occasions. Even more frustrating is that fact that nothing major has taken place within the scope of my existence. My family has [...]
Posted in Blessings, Confusion, Depression, Emotions, Exercise, Exhaustion, Family, Frustration, Gratitude, Honesty, Marriage, Narcolepsy, Parenting
By Main Man on 25 October 2009
I arrived safe and sound (other than my ridiculous sinuses continuing to produce infected mucus) at the Minneapolis/Saint Paul airport about 4:30 PM CDT. I hope my live blogging from the last session that I saw (Dr. Faraco) captures how cool I think her and Dr. Mignot’s research is. After that ended, though, my life [...]
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By Main Man on 24 October 2009
Invariably, I was tired enough last night that I managed to “miss” my second dose at 2 AM. I did take it at 3 AM , but between that and my overexertion yesterday, I did not drag myself out of bed until 9:05 AM – after the first session started. Apparently, Dr. Rye of Emory [...]
Posted in Balance, Blogging, Dreams, Eastern Ideas, Education, Excitement, Exercise, Gratitude, Healing, Healthcare, Heroes, Hope, Humor, Insights, Medical Research, Medication, Narcolepsy Network, Relationships, Serendipity, Sharing, Support, Therapy, Uncategorized, Wisdom
By Main Man on 23 October 2009
I have only been to two Narcolepsy Network national conferences, but the opening fun tonight BLEW AWAY last year’s Friday night. The planning committee had conceived of the idea that we should have a sing-a-long with “re-writes” of songs, making popular tunes have lyrics about narcolepsy. I had glanced at them only a little before [...]
Posted in Blessings, Emotions, Empathy, Excitement, Friends, Gratitude, Healing, Hope, Humor, MOONS, Narcolepsy, Narcolepsy Network